This story has been on my heart for a year. Last summer, I was visiting my sister at her cabin in the beautiful West Virginia mountains (there’s a reason people call it “almost heaven”). As usual, I woke up before she did one morning and went out on the porch with my daily dose of caffeine. It is so quiet and peaceful there! As I watched the morning sun starting to shine its rays through the trees and listened to crackling twigs as wildlife wandered around, I couldn’t help but want to commune with God.
However, this time was a bit different. I tend to do a lot of talking in my conversations with Him and don’t spend enough time listening, so I said, “God, I’m going to shut my mouth this morning so you can tell me whatever you want to tell me.” I closed my eyes, felt the breeze, and listened to nature’s rustling. Almost immediately, I heard a fluttering and opened my eyes. There was a hummingbird right in front of my face! Just as quickly as it arrived, however, it flew away. When my sister awoke, I couldn’t wait to tell her what I saw. Her response was that there were no hummingbirds in the area. Very strange.
When I returned home, I started seeing hummingbirds all the time. If I was sitting on my porch, they would fly right up to me, as if to say, “hello,” and then go next door where the nectar was. They became such a frequent site, I finally looked up the meaning of the hummingbird. On a website called “Spirit Animals and Animal Totems,” this is what I found:
“The hummingbird generally symbolizes joy and playfulness, as well as adaptability. Additional symbolic meanings are:
- Lightness of being, enjoyment of life
- Being more present
- Independence
- Bringing playfulness and joy in your life
- Lifting up negativity
- Swiftness, ability to respond quickly
- Resiliency, being able to travel great distances tirelessly”
Well, I was speechless. Everything I read applied so accurately to my battle with cancer and the lessons I have learned from living with a terminal disease. The details on each bullet point could not have rung more true. God truly did speak to me that day. He reminded me of all these things through the fluttering of tiny wings.
The story does not end there, however. A couple months later, my sister came to visit and as she was looking around the living room, she let out a gasp and turned around to give me the strangest look. She saw something I had never noticed before. She was looking at a picture of our mother, who died when I was 19. The picture had been in the same frame for decades. On the frame was the painting of a hummingbird.
“Be still and know that I am God” — Psalm 46:10
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